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Name: Jeffrey
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 10/20/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: I love music. Im not very picky about the kind I listen to except I dont like country. Rock is great. Classical is what I use to de-stress and take my mind off things.
Expertise: I am an artist and plan on doing it for the rest of my life in one form or the other. I play drums and love to combine both music and art together to create something inspirational for everyone who comes in contact with me.
Occupation: Artist
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/28/2004
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| Last night I opened the car door for a girl and as I did I heard her say aww behind me. I understand thats a "sweet" thing to do or whatever, but what ever made it worth saying aww about. What ever happened to every guy in the world opening doors for girls. I dont understand where my generation has missed the boat. I dont like the fact that it is out of the norm to open a door for someone. That doesnt make any since. I look around everywhere I am and see the lack of respect that man has for women. Not only that, but a lot of women have surcum to the pure machismo of disrespectful males. I just dont understand why it cant still be a world were men respect women and women respect themselfs. For those of you who know me you know that I always revert back to the mafia, but John Gatti was once at a dinner where one of his soldiers said the "f" word. John Gatti raised up from his dinner taking the soldier outside with him. Gatti told the soldier that he now was to pull 5 times as much for the family because he had disrespected the one and only girl at the table by saying the "f" word. Even the most ruthless killer of our time, knew the meaning of respect and followed it as though it was religion. Ill end with that. | | |
| Last night was one of the best nights I've had in my life. I went to church. As I sat in the chair and the band sang, it was as though God and I had an unbreakable connection. Nothing could have kept me from that moment last night with God. He realy made me understand something that was always in my head but that needed to become action. I need to let go. Thats the main thing. All I can be to anyone is an acountability partner. That consist of telling someone when they are headed down the wrong path. It doesnt consist of being able to change whether or not they are willing to head down the right path. We all must go through the untaken paths to learn what we want from life. I got so much closer to God last night and I want the people in my life that I care about to be with me on that path. I also went and camped out with a bunch of guys at West Brook last night. I got 0 sleep because we stayed up all night and then walked into school. It was soo much fun though. Last night was one of the best nights of my life. Ill end with that. (Only because im falling asleep). | | |
| - - I am sitting at school right now. I just got done with a bible study out on the lawn outside. That was the coolest thing I have ever done. We were talking about all kinds of things, but the major thing that stuck out to me was how we were talking about your actions being who people see you as. That hit me realy strange. When I open my mouth I need to open it with Gods help. When I talk to anyone they need to automatically know my convictions. I think that a lot of people do know my convictions, but im sure that lately with the current situation, I have been the most unhealthy person in the world. I havent been living through God and my extream spirituality has dwindled to a meer belief of a higher power. That is not me and it never had been. I cannot let emotion control my life anymore. I have to give it over to God. I know that no matter how hurt I feel, its not right to make anyone else feel bad. I need to shut my mouth and let people figure out things for themselfs. In fact, i know that opening my mouth only makes things worse. Why would I ever want to make things worse when all I realy want is to make things better? What im doing now doesnt make any sense and God is the only one I can turn to. When no one else is there God is always listning. God has a plan for everything. So I know that whether I agree with something or not, there is a reason for it happing and theres a reason who its happening to. My mom told me one time that the more she tells me not to do something the more I do it. That doesnt olny work with sons or daughters, that works in any caring relationship. If someone doesnt want to hear something then they wont and there is nothing that anyone can do about it. Truth is different to everyone. Someone may find out only what they want to believe and it may not be the truth but that is meerly circumstantial. The point is, there is nothing that anyone can say or do to change anyone. Poeple have to learn, and it may even be the hard way but at least its learning. Its truely is amazing the way God works through us all, and even the bad situations and bad experiances can be concidered good when you know God is controlling it all. Ill end with that. | | |
| Today was a good day!! I of course thought too much, but when dont I think too much hahah. Anyway... a lot of good is happening lately. Im starting to see how many friends I realy do have, and how many of those people truely care about me. I hate to be bostful but I realy am a popular guy. Im well known and well liked, and thats all that matters to me. Popularity is a strange thing. Many think, that to be popular, you have to do certain things and hang out with certain people, but thats not true at all. If you are simply yourself and who you strive to be without any outside influence then there is a huge chance that popularity will come your way. Its not even about the word popular. There are more bad things associated with that word than good. Popular shouldnt matter. Popular is a term for people who have lost their morals and convictions. Popular is a term for people who wont make it in the real world because their to concerned with being popular. The real popular people dont even know that they are popular. Those select few, are loved and charished by many many people throughout their lifetimes. A select few of those, however, will wish so baddly that they were popular that they miss out on life. They miss out on the respect that everyone gives them. They miss out on people looking up to them. Everyone needs a role model, but sometimes even role models circum to the idiocy of high school life. Its when people start loosing respect for you, because of your actions, that it is too late. You have to make a decision day by day to live the best you can live. You have got to choose selfishness above all else because ultimatley its you who lives your life. (hopefully). However, some people even get confused by the term selfish. Selfish is defined as taking care of yourself before anyone or anything else. What many dont understand is how truely deep that defenition realy is. Taking care of yourself isnt wanting a cookie and taking it, its a ballet dance between socially correct and self correct. Sometimes people want something so bad that they actually hide from it. In doing so they surpress their true feelings in replace of something that makes them feel better about the situation. For example: Instead of truely wanting the cookie that you took, what you realy wanted was to bake the cookies with your mom so that you can spend quality time and love with her. By taking the cookie your not being selfish, your being greedy and iresponsible. The cookie represents a much bigger thing than wanting to eat it. Thats the way life is. We are always grabing at the cookie but realy by doing that, we just create more problems for ourselfs in the long run by running away from the reality of the situation. Humans as a whole supress their feelings until it comes out in a totally dif situation. This is not good. Running away is the worst thing that a person can do because it doesnt allow that person to deal with any real feelings. It just alows them to replace the bad feeling with something else which doesnt change anything. I need to take this advice just as much as anyone. The moral of the story, however, is that no matter how selfish you want to be or need to be, there is always a life lesson to be learned by doing what hurts you the most. Ill end with that. | | |
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